Far Away and Thinking

What makes a individual do things that don't make sense? What pulls them away to do the unreasonable? I had a really good job and was very comfortable where I was. I loved my job and yes even loved the people that I got to work with everyday. I had the insurance that I was going to get a pay check every other week and the peace that all my bills would be met. I had everything that I wanted in life, so why leave?

Call it a pull I guess. A small gentle compelling pull. Delicate, but convicting enough to understand that God wants me to move on. We all have chapters in our lives that need to be finished and new ones began.

It wouldn't be so hard to move on but I have loved ones. Family, my friends and my history was wrapped up in Washington. Moving has been a numbing experience. Sitting here looking out my window, I realize that those things are very far away from me. I miss them, long to be with them again.

With that said though, here I am grateful for all the things that the Lord has done for me. I love the fact that I am at peace with God by following his calling, and yet still at times wondering what am I doing? The Lord knows and the next few years of preparation for the future are going to be such a big eye opening experience. He knows what He is doing.

In closing I want to state that there is no place that I would rather be then here. I know He wants me here. He has made that clear. He has opened so many doors and when I look back through all of them I am reminded of His faithfulness and His blessings!

You have my attention Lord, lead the way...